Cancer: My Teacher

In September 2021, I was diagnosed with breast cancer (IDC). Later that year, in December, I was diagnosed with uterine cancer (endometrial). Below are some of the poems I have written as I navigate this overwhelming journey of fear, loss, grief, and–ultimately–holistic wellness.

"When Mortality Walks into the Room”


When Mortality walks into the room

You lose your breath
You check your watch, phone, calendar
You recoil in disbelief
You question
You curse
You cry
You call your friends.

You don’t eat
You can’t sleep
You count sheep
You count your blessings
You count on your family, friends—
and lots of strangers.

When Mortality steps into the room

You strip bare
You break down
You fall apart
You bend low
and pick up the pieces.

You weep and sigh and laugh
and weep some more.

When Mortality walks through your door.



© Eileen Mielenhausen
12/12/21

Click on the title links to read my cancer journey poems in pdf format:

“My Tumor”

“When Mortality Walks into the Room”

“Just Being”

“Mourning Poem”

“The C.A.N.C.E.R.”

“Navigating”

“A Year of Loss”

“Purpose”

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